Kyle Richards was not listening The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills season 14.
“I’ll be honest, I haven’t watched three episodes now,” Kyle, 56, admitted. during his Amazon Live on Tuesday January 21. “It’s not good for my anxiety, and it’s been really frustrating and difficult to watch when I felt like every time I walked into the group I was being ambushed.”
Kyle said that “from the get-go” she was plagued with arguments – referring to persistent tension with Dorit Kemsley on the show.
“I started to feel like even people I thought were my friends I had to question, and I was honestly depressed at that point,” Kyle continued. “I wasn’t used to being depressed, and I probably should have stopped the season, to be honest, but I didn’t.”
The Bravo star said she was “not equipped” to handle the feeling of being “ambushed” while walking around the show’s sets.
Kyle’s livestream on Tuesday took place a few hours before this week’s RHOBA episode, which showed him have a breakdown and leave taking place during a gathering with all the women.
“I’m not going to feel like I did anything wrong,” Kyle said tearfully during the episode, directing his anger at Dorit. “I loved you and your family. F— everyone, I’m done with this shit. I don’t do that anymore.
Kyle’s anger came after he was asked, once again, to read a specific text message which she had previously sent to Dorit’s ex-husband, PK Kemsley.
“I know you have a lot of friends but I’m one too and I’m here if you need me. I have never repeated what you shared with me and I never will. (Which means you can always trust me),” the post read. “I’ll keep sending memes and won’t forget the laughing emojis.”
During Tuesday’s episode, Kyle claimed that parts of the message (namely the “I never rehearsed anything” line) weren’t about Dorit.
“I’m not proud of how I handled (leaving the set), but I don’t regret leaving because I wasn’t able to handle that in my life at that time “Kyle said during Tuesday’s livestream. “Honestly, I was at a breaking point, and that was it. When you’re going through hardships in your life, you go and hang out with your friends to make yourself feel better.
She continued: “Our lives are being tracked, so it’s a different circumstance. I understand, but I always thought I would feel supported somehow and I was just hurt.